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Know yourself my mom said, both your strengths and weaknesses
“Remember that a change of mind can change your reality
But a change of heart can change your inner whirlwind”
Feeling the solar system on my side for the first time in years
The planets are all at once revealing their unvarnished truth
The fog of my 22-year old war with myself is lifting
From energy follows thoughts and action my mama said
Emotional responses are still slow though
The girl who can barely interact with others
Tell me
How do you separate yourself from your own mental health
Stunning clarity of my own destructive past
but I still can’t seem to let it go
I wanna wipe the slate clean
I wanna kiss and make up
So I tried to kill the old me
I tried to kill the old me with a kiss
Still waiting for the liberation though
Still starring at a small piece of the puzzle
Can I understand the hidden motives
Can I draw the world on my wall and simply exist in that for a moment
Let me stop for a breath
I know you're mine when you bite it like that
I know you're mine when you fuck me like that
I know you’re given to the world for travel and adventures
I want to be your fighter in the trenches to make your dreams come true
tell me
Can I still start a riot in you
Am I the turbulence on your midnight flight
Am I still your dream
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